gods plan

jordancoquelle · 10-13-2009, 01:09 PM

hey guys, i went to church the other day and the pastor had this really strong message that it was almost like he was talking directly too me.

people get mad at god and blame him for giving us this hardship and misery but its not him that causes it.... but he does allow it. it might be for a million different reasons and no persons the same but he allows us to go through what we do to get our attention and strengthen us.

its hard to think right now if ur going through the horrible hell of depression and anxiety that this will strengthen you and ur faith but in the end it will, i promise, its not instant but with time all wounds heal and you will come out of this a better stronger more caring person.

i was drifting away from god, i didnt care about people but only my friends. and he allowed me to go through what i went through to open my eyes to him, and bring me closer to him which it has and now hes number 1 in my life instead of 2nd 3rd or 4th. i care about everyone and have been completely humbled. life looks good now and im excited about the future.

i remember seeing a sign that said, the eyes of faith can see god at work (so true)

people say that they call out to god but he doesnt answer them... but there just not looking properly, if your here on this website looking for answers he lead you here and you will find what your looking for.

anyways never give up, pray and ask god to help you because he will, it might not be instant but in the long run you will recover and be a stronger better person from this and not a normal dull robot slave of everyday life, you will have real emotion and be more happy than ever

good luck!

Dawn B. · 10-25-2009, 01:38 PM

God certainly didn't cause any of this horror, that's for sure. I firmly believe these drugs were thought up in the pit of hell. But I know God can use this awful exerience and turn it around for good.
We have to walk by our faith, not our feelings.

marie6749 · 10-30-2009, 05:59 PM

Thanks Jordan, that was very encouraging.

jordancoquelle · 10-31-2009, 01:16 AM

AussieGirl · 11-01-2009, 11:39 PM

What your pastor preached is so true Jordan. Thanks for posting it. At imely reminder for me. Michaela

10-13-2009, 01:09 PM	#1
jordancoquelle Join Date: May 2009 Posts: 57	gods plan hey guys, i went to church the other day and the pastor had this really strong message that it was almost like he was talking directly too me. people get mad at god and blame him for giving us this hardship and misery but its not him that causes it.... but he does allow it. it might be for a million different reasons and no persons the same but he allows us to go through what we do to get our attention and strengthen us. its hard to think right now if ur going through the horrible hell of depression and anxiety that this will strengthen you and ur faith but in the end it will, i promise, its not instant but with time all wounds heal and you will come out of this a better stronger more caring person. i was drifting away from god, i didnt care about people but only my friends. and he allowed me to go through what i went through to open my eyes to him, and bring me closer to him which it has and now hes number 1 in my life instead of 2nd 3rd or 4th. i care about everyone and have been completely humbled. life looks good now and im excited about the future. i remember seeing a sign that said, the eyes of faith can see god at work (so true) people say that they call out to god but he doesnt answer them... but there just not looking properly, if your here on this website looking for answers he lead you here and you will find what your looking for. anyways never give up, pray and ask god to help you because he will, it might not be instant but in the long run you will recover and be a stronger better person from this and not a normal dull robot slave of everyday life, you will have real emotion and be more happy than ever good luck! __________________ - October 09/09 = 20mg paxil - October 10/09 = 18mg paxil - October 27/09 = 15mg paxil - Jordan

10-25-2009, 01:38 PM	#2
Dawn B. Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Ramona, CA. Posts: 1,322	Re: gods plan God certainly didn't cause any of this horror, that's for sure. I firmly believe these drugs were thought up in the pit of hell. But I know God can use this awful exerience and turn it around for good. We have to walk by our faith, not our feelings. __________________ Mt 19:26 'With God, all things are possible' Started Paxil 2000 for post partem anxiety Happily on it until it pooped out 2/07 Started cutting down way too fast 7/07 from 20 mg. to 10 mg. and got very sick. Found PP, went back to 13 mg. Waited and waited and never stablized. Began slow wean, down to 7 mg. over a year. Never felt well. Trashed the paxil at 7 mg. in Aug. '08.

10-30-2009, 05:59 PM	#3
marie6749 Join Date: Aug 2008 Location: Northern Ca Posts: 35	Re: gods plan Thanks Jordan, that was very encouraging. __________________ Prozac at age 13. Switched to Paxil at 18. Many unsuccessful attempts to quit including CT. Tried various SSRI's and back on Paxil since 04. I am now tapering slowly with liquid paxil. Started at 20mg in August 08, now I am down to 10mg. Slow, steady and determined. <>< God is good! August 2008 20mg April 2009 15mg May 2009 13mg June 2009 12mg July 2009 11mg Sept 2009 10 Oct 2009 9mg November 8mg

10-31-2009, 01:16 AM	#4
jordancoquelle Join Date: May 2009 Posts: 57	Re: gods plan np __________________ - October 09/09 = 20mg paxil - October 10/09 = 18mg paxil - October 27/09 = 15mg paxil - Jordan

11-01-2009, 11:39 PM	#5
AussieGirl Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Australia Posts: 1,223	Re: gods plan What your pastor preached is so true Jordan. Thanks for posting it. At imely reminder for me. Michaela __________________ 1988-1997:Nardil ( MAOI) for PND & Panic attacks 1997: Off Nardil & comm.Paxil 60mgs 1998:Went c/t. w/d was awful . Went back on 40mgs paxil. 1998-2001: 20-10mgs paxil. 2002: 20mgs paxil whilst pregnant. Daughter 2 months prem 8th Sept.08 To 10mgsTHEN found this site!!!! 31st Oct. 10mgs struggling 1stDec.9mgs1stJan09.8mgs1stFeb.7.5mgs 28March6.8mgs23rdapril6.1mgspharmacist liquid23rdMay5.5mgs15Jun5mgs7thJuly4.5mgs[[b]23rdJulyCrashed. Back to 10mgs.

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